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[Nov. 30th, 2009|05:56 pm] |
kitty lab was...
expensive. haha.
it was fun for the 35 minutes that it lasted, but every minute was a bit more then a dollar, which is kinda, heart wrenching. haha.
phototaking was fun though, love my kittylab friends hahaha. [sheena, keyun, kaiying]
5 questions from nan! :)
1) If you were given the opportunity to trade lives with another, who would you pick?
hahah tough questionnnn. but to answer really superficially, i would like to be some character in some idoldrama. :) heh heh. but only for a day haha, i still like my life more :D
2) Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
um. hahaha. i think its the egg. i actually thought very hard about this before (when i was really young) and i came to no conclusion (i wonder why haha) but i still think its the egg. no reasonable explanation for it though haha
3) Fav. Disney movie.
Mulan.
4) Biggest fear of the world?
haha right now its jc. but otherwise, it would be fear of being alone (hahah how pathetic)
5) What is the one question you've always wanted to be asked?
Are you intellectual? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|04:01 pm] |
Time for miracles
-Adam Lambert
Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|02:32 pm] |
5 Questions from Amanda! :)
1) Did you enjoy your childhood? (not specific to toddler age of course)
YEAHH. actually, haha, i cant really remember much about it, but the parts i do remember, they are pretty enjoyable.
of course, i kinda still consider this my childhood, so... HAHAH.
2) M&M's or Smarties?
M&M's!!! esp the big kinds! come to think of it, i haven't eaten smarties since forever. do they still sell it?
3) Fav Disney Princess?
HAHA. um. i love princess jasmine, mulan (though she's not a princess), and pocahontas. heh. actually, i kinda like their songs the most too, so idk if its cause of the songs or cause of their personality. :) that said, i still think they are the best out of all the princesses haha.
4) How do you feel about (the impending doom of) JC?
I fear. like seriously.haha. scared of everything. scared of making the wrong choices, scared of my academics, and i fear for my social life HAHA. like what you said, hahah it seems like its doom.
but then again i'm kinda looking forwards to it too, to the part of learning more specialised things. but fear > excitement as of now so....
5) Question for Amanda. :)
What annoys you the most hahha. :D
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|06:12 pm] |
oh,
i forgot to mention that while clearing my cupboard today,
i found many many letters. very interesting ones :)
and i found many things that reminded me of all the things i've done these four years
eg. BTC notes, boardcampbooklets, pitcampbooklets, angel-mortalletters (omg, i gagged at my own language), certs, icylbooklets etc.etc.
it was a very nice time :) reminiscing.
crashed PITcamp dinner yest
it feels weird to be no longer part of the board.
no longer compulsory to attend pitcamps
to attend BTCs
to attend boardcamp.
the littlelittletwos are quite cute though haha.
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|06:03 pm] |
my heart aches everytime i hear this song :(
i weep for shinwoo. hahah.
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|01:19 pm] |
Tuesday; IF
IF was awesome :D love my juniors <3 how can people be so sweet.
and of course, i love my batch. <3 <3 <3
though i only went for approximately half an hour
I really felt the love from the board.
How foveo spent so much time planning the event,
how fedele is stepping up,
and how fior is just plain awesome haha.
Thursday; FAM
met sheena, bobo, jiayun and bird at kembangan mrt for prefam preparations hahaha
had fun laughing at each other the whole time hahah
FAM was an interesting experience haha.
everyone was amazingly dressed up for it
it was quite chaotic (everyone was trying to camwhore haha)
but it was fun :D
am glad that we stayed over at Hilton [zann, kathy, qianyu, bird, bobo, sheena]
haha we strutted around Orchard road around 12am
it felt good knowing that no one could see us being so unglam and all
played card games and finally slept at 3 plus haha
woke up to an extremely unglam state and to pinkpanther's music
ate macs breakfast and talked about JCs and stuff like that.
<3 these people
Friday; Perf
went to watch a contempt peformance at lasalle with jul
it was good
and it kinda opened my eyes to the diff genres a bit more.
and i have a diff impression of contempt now (haha)
so all's good :D
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[Nov. 16th, 2009|04:17 pm] |
okay here's my more elaborate post :)
Friday; Arts Fest Busking
Arts Fest busking was a mix of disappointment, excitement, and finally a yes-i-did-it feeling :) singing pengyou randomly in the canteen was loads of fun, but totally embarrassing at the same time :) but busking was really really fun, and i'm glad we did it together as a class in the end :D
Friday; Arts Fest
I was SO HAPPY when i saw the backdrop, i was almost delirious hahah. and arts fest was really really good, i was so proud of being a rafflesian, so proud of being part of this amazing event. (though the backdrop was only up for bout like 8 mins?) The musical was superb, really professional and everything, and the performances were great. In all, an awesome way to end my four years in RGS; feeling the pride of being a Rafflesian :)
Saturday; Formal Farewell
FF was a very sad event, it was so wonderfully planned and organised by Foveo. I teared during Jessica's and Isabelle's speeches, they were wonderful, and they expressed what i thought beautifully. Fior is really one of the best things that happened to my life as of now, and I'm really really glad to be part of this wonderful batch, this wonderful board. And now I'm walking away, tired, but very satisfied, knowing that I've given PB my all and my very best :D
Saturday; Trip back to MBS
Went back to MBS to attend the carnival, it was... a wonderfully strange experience. The compound is new, but there's a weird sense of familiarity around it too. It was extremely gratifying to see the teachers remember us, and even more gratifying to see how some of us have changed, how some of us are still the same as ever. :) [Julian, Dennis, Nathan, Miranda and Hanyi]
Went out for lunch before going to watch "My girlfriend is an agent". Haha the movie was hilariously retarded, and I loved every minute of it :)
Oh and I settled my prom dress shopping in two hours, haha it was a desperate kind of measure :) Special thanks to mir for following me around and giving me really precious advice :)
Saturday; Dr Ng's Farewell Party
Dr Ng's farewell party was loads of fun. Watched coraline, played wii for the first time ever in my life, and basically had a lot of fun laughing with 404 and 410 classmates :D It was then that i realised that we didn't have to go back to school on Monday, and basically, we have graduated, and instead of RGS students, we are now RGS alumni.
I guess, the truth of graduation still haven't completely dawned on me, it will probably only impact me next year when i start going RIJC. ohwell. :(
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[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:53 am] |
so so many things.
YAYYYY GRACE AND JIAHUI ARE COMING BACK FOR BALLET IS THIS AWESOME NEWS OR WHAT.
hahahha i know its super gay, but i couldnt sleep the whole night when i learned of this news. am TERRIBLY excited, my level of excitement is not normal. i just miss them so so much, its insane.
and i'm going fuzhou with bobo to uhm, haha find out more about my ancestors hahah.
okayyy a more elaborate post next time, gotta go submit the form now :D
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|03:19 pm] |
Cried so badly.
Graduation never seemed so real. :(
RGS holds so many, too many memories.
okay not really in the mood to post right now, but just thought i would like to say
i'm feeling EXACTLY like what the board song described.
Untitled Melody
Can't believe I'm standing here
Just as i was told
Now the time has come, and looking back
I suddenly feel cold
It seems to me that time has flown
Without my knowing why
And it's hard to think that soon it'll be
Our turn to say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna leave this home I've made here
Now that my dreams are finally so clear to me
And I can't forget the times we've shared here
Holding through the stormy weather
Please, do I have to leave?
Now I believe I'm standing here
Just as I was told
I understand, please hold my hand
And keep me from the cold
It seems to me that time has flown
And I think I now know why
Oh please hold my hand
When we say, good bye
I love Class of 2009 (Batch '09), 410'09, Fior, and basically every bit of RGS.
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|11:35 pm] |
素闻您一向从善如流，办事效率高， 因此希望您能采纳我的建议，让我们的居住环境更加卫生。
LOL.
this line is SERIOUSLY stuck in my head.
i've been going around 恭维-ing people today, hahah it makes me feel happy.
never mind the fact that my 恭维s are all the same. hahaha.
graduation tomorrow.
damn, i will never get used to the fact that i'm graduating.
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|02:28 pm] |
i know i'm born a worrier.
had a long talk with my parents (and friends) over subject combinations yest.
i think i've more or less decided.
i feel so much better now that my, uhm, future path (lol), is less cloudy and hazy haha.
am still worrying, but then again, i will never stop worrying haha.
i decided not to try out for humans prog.
i hope its a wise decision :)
and because i've been reading too many emo posts these few days,
i made emo photo collages :) haha.
here's to some of my most favourite people in the world
more to come! (if i'm still as bored as i was haha)
JAL <3
Good friends are hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget.
It ties us together.
Two of the most retarded people in the world <3
2 more days to graduation.
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|05:33 pm] |
many things happened these few days,
and there are many things that i want to remember,
many things that i try to grasp at.
performance and auditions over the weekends
had fun :)
allison's comment really inspired and motivated me.
thank you so much. :)
i miss the fations so so much.
wish they would come back soon :(
will stop arts festing as of tomorrow.
need. to. study. chinese.
havent started, im dead.
decisions, decisions.
we make them all the time.
it just happens that this decision to be made would be a much bigger one.
i'm afraid.
but excited.
i dont want to enter jc with preconceived ideas of it
but its hard. it sounds scary.
but then again, its a new beginning, so am excited.
in a way.
have been reading emo posts these few days (haha juliet!)
about graduation and such.
:( im feeling emo-er as the days pass.
will do a proper post about graduation and rgslife soon!
and i know im being fickle
but i still cant decide about RS.
will decide soon :)
random point, but catching up with friends make me feel happy :)
for now, i need to sleep
exhausted ttm.
but still happy.
in a weird, stressful way. :)
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|06:04 pm] |
ok i cant find IRIS ep 4 :(
i'm extremely sad. i should have watched it earlier before the vid got disabled. :(
at least i managed to catch you're beautiful!
eyeliner guys ftw :)
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|09:14 pm] |
loads of things i wanna say, but i'm finding it hard to string coherent sentences and words together.
it must be the thinner i'm smelling everyday, it's taking a toll on my intellectual capabilities (LOL)
oh, i had a random thought when i was listening to some songs one day
yknow how everyone sings something like "i will give up my life for you" or something like that
i've always wondered like how giving up is so much easier then actually living your life to the fullest.
...
am i actually being coherent?
okay yeah. just a random thought.
school's been awesome ttm i love my classmates
WE ARE SO PHUNNY PHA PHA.
graduation's looming closer and closer i really dont wanna graduate. :(
oh and i think i should post something about bobo's birthday yest!
i think my present's really cool but sheena's present is cooler hahah
and i really love how our class is awesome (i'm being repetitive)
but they say repetition=more emphasis so yeah good literary technique here.
so yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBO we <3 you!
oh. and i think i should read more.
apparently amandatai thinks so too.
esp if i'm thinking of taking elit in jc.
AND thinking of applying for humans prog
i need someone to tell me affirmatively to "just do it" and apply
the essay topic's intimidating but somehow i really want to get in.
somehow.
we'll see how. :)
and i'm really scared for O levels
but i'm not doing anything.
sometimes i just stare at my zuowen book and nothing goes in.
its all about the inertia.
:(
BF talk on sunday was good.
it reminded me about stuffs. and taught me about stuffs too.
reminded me about things i already know, but forgot.
taught me about things i never knew, and i'm glad to learn them.
doing things in moderation, doing things you enjoy, doing things the right way.
i'm gonna try.
my mum told me i'm tiring myself out
how i dont have proper time for myself.
how i dont have time to prepare for Os.
how i'm just filling my time up with everything
how i want to be involved in everything.
its true to a certain extent.
i decided i shall spend my time in school and at home only for the next 14 days till Os are over.
unless absolutely necessary. (eg. classes)
and i will stick to this decision.
i cant really remember what i did the last few days
everything's rushing by that i dont have time to grasp and fully reflect on everything.
ohwell
its nice to listen to songs like No Boundaries when you are in an incoherent and (obviously) confused state as I am right now :D hahah
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want,
but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
when you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing I could be wrong
but you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am, still holding on.
so here i am, still holding on :D
I have some new short-term goals
that seem to be exceptionally/ more apparent at this time.
i realised that i've been quite reckless about my own future
been convincing myself that as long as i do my best right now i can worry about others later
and i think this is the "later" i have been telling myself about.
it's time to worry about my future.
therefore i'm determined to achieve my new goals
at least, i will try my best. :D
Humans prog, HCL O levels;
you guys are awesome :D
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|11:13 pm] |
okay quick post!
HAPPY 75th ANNIVERSARY FOOHAI.
idk what would happen to me if i did not find you a few years back.
感恩!
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[Oct. 20th, 2009|06:51 pm] |
time between options today was really really well spent with kathy, jiayun and sheena in the foyer!
IT REKINDLED MY LOVE FOR PLAYING PIECES.
i have never liked sightreading, much less sightreading for pieces (esp classics)
but aft today i feel all inspired to sightread and play pieces properly again!
so yay! going to start with kathy's book of OSTs I'm actually rather excited!
i don't wanna be sick :(
and i need to get fam stuff soon grah.
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|10:15 pm] |
I'm officially missing you.
You see the pictures,
but you don't know their names,
Cause love isn't here
Nice long weekend :) Didnt get as much sleep as i wanted to though, but its my own fault.
went for FH aft quite some time, really like the tranquility of everything :)
went BF chalet too. had fun :)
ArtsFest meeting today before meeting up with cheryl, nicole and jiahui. :D
November
-Azure Ray
So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
But now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off and tuck them away
'till these rainy days that make them stay
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I dont think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we're on our own
Oh,
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
So we're speeding to that time of year
To the day that marks that you're not here
And i think I'll want to be alone
So please understand if I dont answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
Ohh..
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|09:41 pm] |
this week is a really EXHAUSTING week
and of course, like every other exhausting week, it is also a really fulfilling week :)
sometimes i really feel guilty for not taking care of my health better.
i should prob get more sleep, rest more, and stop running and rushing around.
and stop filling up my scheldules.
and stop trying to test my physical limits lol.
Tuesday; Class
Class was good on tues, i'm really glad i went for advf instead of adv i think i will totally die.
plus, i need to lose weight, pronto. hahah.
might sound hypocrital with all the "beauty is on the inside" talk but i'm really fat. :(
Wednesday; Performance
Performance at Greenland V Restaurant :)
I realised that i've never been to Kovan before this.
Anw, dinner was really awesome
And the perf was really great too!
Saw xinyi aft so long she looks the same!
And got to talk with some taiwanese who were really friendly so yeah! :D
And of coursee company!
Thursday; Meetings
Meetings meetings and more meetings
hahah bobo says that my life's pathetic.
ohwell.
at least the night meeting with lit options group was really fun :D
Friday; Meetings
More meetings
One meeting worth talking about would be exco meeting,
really miss meetings with us hahhahaha :D
meeting today was good, we are so awesome haha
I have been reaching home later then 8.30 every day this week.
oh yeah. this week also marks the end of the checking of papers.
eya results this year are really extreme, but i'm actually REALLY contented with my results (other then physics :( )
i'm being optimistic about my failures (haha) and am taking them as a sign that i shouldnt take sciences in jc.
:D
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[Oct. 13th, 2009|11:35 pm] |
had the best physics class ever on monday with three other really crazy people.
its a wonder how we survived the embarrassment hahaha.
<3 hahah just watching the videos makes me laugh. :D
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[Oct. 11th, 2009|12:23 pm] |
bo and sheena decided to be adventurous one fine day (friday) and so we walked the path less taken (haha) and walked to forum!
decided to eat at hard rock cafe aft that, which was a really awesome find :D
the waitor was super nice haha and the environment was just <3
the best thing is it fitted our budget nicely ($10 each in total) so yeahh we were happy cause happy food= happy people :)
guitar class was quite good yest. :)
it was nice and peaceful aft guitar class
i felt no need to rush anywhere for once.
so i took my time walking to the mrt.
and decided to drop by yesnatural to eat
hahha the people there prob thought i was an emo depressed individual, lugging my guitar and sitting alone reading 庄子 in the corner.
ohwell, it was a REALLY nice escape, im really glad i went there <3
haha and when i left, the waitress was like "girl, are you okay?"
damn i must have really looked depressed hahahha.
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